1) List about 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.

I like this. An outlet for ranting....

1. I am so grateful that you are in the earth. Your time left is short, but I love you and I thank you for all of the effort you have put into your calling. I know you are meant to be where you are. Also, you are adorable!! XD But I'm sure you've heard that many times before.

2. I admire your putting up with so much opposition, and I hope you stay strong until your time is up. Keep kickin' butt!

3. I wonder where you are now and what you're up to. You were one of the biggest influences on my life (up to this point, anyway), and for parts of it, I could never thank you enough. For the rest, well, I bear the scars. I can only hope they heal all the way.

4. We had the least complicated and most wonderful relationship out of all of the people I've met in my life. I thank you for the gift you gave me, though I doubt if you'll ever realize it. In fact, we haven't exchanged a single word for several months, and I wouldn't be surprised if we never do again. Your memory is a precious jewel in my heart.

5. You put me through some of the most intense emotions I have ever felt, and the effects still linger. Our memory is almost as potent as the experiences were. I think you know just how much you tore me apart, and I know you are sorry... after all, there was nothing you could do to help it. I thank you for the love you gave me, and I understand if you never want to be my friend again... I think that you'd rather not. I miss your love, but I miss your simple friendship most of all.

6. You were the single biggest mistake of my life. You disgust me... but I disgust myself most of all in this.... because if I had just stayed strong from the beginning, this mistake would have never happened. The only consolation I can draw from this is that I have learned a valuable lesson, and I will never again fall into such a trap. I am luckily that I escaped as unscathed as I did. And I can only pray that every other girl that crosses your path will be smarter than I was.

7.You were one of the best friends I had in high school. I used to think you were incredible... but I've been able to see now that I was wrong. I am disappointed, and I worry for you on the path you have chosen.

8. I used to think you were incredible as well; I thought you were the strongest of us all. But I watched you struggle, and finally succumb to the influences of those around you. I watched you lose yourself. I watched you slip from my heart despite how hard I tried to hold on to you. I am scarred from this. Because of you, I am afraid of trying to get very close to friends. I've been burned one too many times, and you were the last and biggest straw on the camel's back. I thank you for the friendship we once had, but I can no longer hold out hope that you will come back to me one day. Not the way I once longed for, anyway.

9. You are the greatest friend I made in high school, and one of the only ones who are still my friend. I love you!! You make me smile.

10.I watch you grow, and I enjoy your friendship. I worry about you a little, and a little jealousy has begun to rear its head... the first time that has ever happened, at least on my part. I don't know if you've ever been jealous of me. But I still love you, and always will forever. Also, your face!!

11.You are the strongest out of us all, and always have been. You are an amazing person, and I adore you. I don't worry for you at all. Out of all of us, you are the one who will sail through life with flying colors. I admire you so much. I thank you for being my friend.

12. You are newer to my life, and from the beginning I thought you were a fabulous person. I am grateful that we have become good friends. You always make me laugh, and you have introduced me to lots of great things. You have also helped me grow stronger, and return to the path I left for a short time.

13. You have been part of my life for so long. I have at times worried for you, been annoyed with you, tried to leave you, and adored you. I miss you, and I hope to reconnect with you. We have a long a rich history together, and I treasure it. Here's to our future!

14. You, too, have been a part of my life for as long as I can remember. I've watched you grow and change through the years, and I smile to see how you have turned out. I hope you continue on your path, and grow even better! Good luck, and remember that we will always be friends!

15. I don't know you as well as I should like, and I haven't known you all that long. But I love you very much, and I am so grateful for your friendship. I am grateful that you love me despite my behavior, especially towards you, in the last year or so. I am your friend and I care about you, even if we don't talk much. The one thing that annoys me terribly, however, is your one-track mind concerning a specific topic. It is one that hurts me, but I know I can't say anything about it to you, because it would probably sever our friendship. I hate being second best, and in your eyes I always will be. I;m sure that is the case with many of the people I know... but you always make it so obvious and matter-of-fact and it is always there right at the forefront. It hurts me. But I will keep it quiet and deal with it.

16. You are a total piece of trash and I really hope something happens to shame you and knock you out of the limelight for good. You are a terrible example and you embarass the human race. I will not stand for our young girls admiring and emulating you. If my daughter (if I ever have one) ever does such a thing I swear I will beat it right out of her!! I am sickened by how much energy, thought, time, and money is put into your fame. It's disgusting.

17. Thank you for all you have done for me. You help me so much, and have taught me so much. I am so grateful that I can always come to you for help, or advice, or just a listening ear, and even your ability to fix just about anything. I am grateful that we can have interesteing discussions on politics... it's SO nice that SOMEONE shares my viewpoints; most of the country seems not to and I'm sick of being blasted from every angle by wrong and illogical ideas, and sheer stupidity. You are incredible and I admire you. I am proud to be a part of you.

18. You are the greatest ever! You are the best friend in my life, and I can never repay you for all you have given me and taught me. I hope I will make you proud.

19. I haven't seen you in years, and I only worked with you for a short while. I didn't know you very well. However, the short time with you inspired me. You are such a talented, well-rounded person. I admire how fully you have lived your life and cultivated your talents. I have made it a goal to become as well-rounded as you are. Thank you for your example.

20. I don't know who you are yet, but I long to find you. I long to get to know you and love you. I am waiting for you.